Thank you very much for your wonderful blog. I feel that you are very sensible woman. As you have found your true love, I have decided to ask you for advice — should I marry a very decent guy if I don’t feel anything more than respect and friendly feelings to him?
The reason I ask is that I’m 28 but I haven’t had any relationship before this. I’ve fallen in love several times before but the guys either turned out to be married, not interested in me, had a very unstable mind, or were irresponsible and let me down…
I would love to listen to my heart but even till today my heart is used to making the wrong decisions…
Now I met this guy and he fell in love with me immediately. He is very responsible, caring, perceptive… But I simply don’t feel anything for him…
I’ve told him that already but he asked me to give him a chance and to see if I would change my mind… I’ve given him that chance but I simply don’t feel emotional or physical compatibility… I just can’t imagine having a spousal relationship with him…
Should I give him a straight-up “no” and continue to wait/search for someone while living my life? Or is there a chance that love will come after marriage?
Thank you in advance,
Hey M, I read your letter and knew that I had to respond to you right away. I hope this reply reaches you in time.
Some people will give you a straight up “NO YOU SHOULDN’T MARRY HIM!!” as they believe that marriage should only be based on love. These people are the hardcore romantics and idealists, which I am too in a way.
On the other hand, you have the more realistic and pessimistic of people who will tell you to just marry and settle because it’s hard for a good man to come by and this guy seems exactly that. “Even if you don’t love him,” they will say, “at least he’ll take care of you. You can work on cultivating the love after marriage, over time.” Such advice is particularly common in Asia, where one’s self-worth can be tied to their relationship and marital status.
But rather than give you a straight “Yes you should marry him” or “No you shouldn’t marry him,” the more important question here is: “What is the role of marriage for you?” Because your decision will be directly impacted by your answer.
While I used to think that marriage should only be borne out of love, I’ve realized over time that it isn’t necessarily the case for many.
For example, some people marry for companionship. This could be out of fear of being lonely or just wanting to spend your life with someone. For such a person, it doesn’t matter if he/she doesn’t love the other party; as long as that person is sincere, reliable, and loves him/her, he/she is okay with marrying that person. I knew someone who married her then-boyfriend under this exact circumstance, though ironically he later divorced her as he developed an interest for another. I believe most people in my parents’ generation married for companionship too, and then worked on cultivating love after marriage (though whether they succeed or not is a different thing altogether).
Some people marry with the sole objective of having kids. I have a friend who is one of them. (I mentioned his example before here). In my friend’s case, he really wants to have his own kids — and he doesn’t think that he’ll be able to find his match in the coming years. Since he’s not getting any younger, he’s totally okay with getting a mail-order bride just to have kids by a certain age. After that, he says both him and his wife can go the Ashley Madison route — he really doesn’t care either way.
Then there are the people who marry because they feel that they have to. To them, marriage is a rite of passage, a necessity of life, and a fundamental part of being human. They even have a target on when to get married and they strive to realize that! Hence, the significance of marriage comes from its very occurrence by a certain time frame, rather than who they are marrying. As such, they don’t have overt expectations of what their partner should be like. As long as he/she looks okay, falls within a suitable age bracket, comes from the same social strata, and have the same religion (all external, surface factors by the way), they are okay with getting married to that person.
Last but not least, you have the people who marry out of love. These people marry because they love the person they are with and they want to only be with him/her for the rest of their life — not because of societal pressure, not because they feel like they are at a marriageable age, and not because they want to get a house (which some Singaporean couples marry for). Thus, they are okay with remaining single for life if they don’t find someone they love. It’s more important that they marry someone they love, rather than to get locked into a marriage with someone they don’t love.
Marrying Out of Love
Now M, if your expectations of marriage is to have a life-long companion — someone who will be with you and take care of you even when you’re old with white hair — then this guy seems to fit the bill. To quote you, “he’s reliable, caring, perceptive,” not to mention that he seems really patient and sincere because he still wants to be with you despite you not sharing the same feelings for him! Assuming nothing changes after marriage, then it seems like this guy is a keeper.
However, let’s say your expectations of marriage is that it should be based on love. You can’t imagine being with someone whom you don’t love.
If so, we have a problem. Because not only do you not feel a physical compatibility with this guy, you don’t feel an emotional compatibility either. Not to mention that you said you can’t imagine having a spousal relationship with him! All these point to a very fundamental issue, and I’m not sure if you should be talking or considering marriage with him until this is resolved.
What Happens When You Marry Someone You Don’t Love?
So let’s do a little scenario planning now, which is also method #1 in my article How to Make Life’s Hardest Decisions. Say you marry this guy despite not having feelings for him right now. Two possible scenarios can happen.
The first scenario is that everything happens the way you hope it would. He treats you very well after marriage and he is exactly the man he was before the wedding, if not more. He continues to be responsible, caring, perceptive, and most importantly, loving. You get to know him more as your husband, and you begin to see him in a light that you never have before.
Touched by his love for you and impressed by the man that he is, you begin to fall for him. Since both of you are now in love, your problem of a loveless marriage is now resolved.
The second scenario is that you don’t fall for him despite his efforts. Try as you might, you simply have no feelings for him, and feelings can’t be forced at the end of the day.
What do you do now? Do you pretend to love your now-husband so that you won’t disappoint him? Do you let him know that you still don’t love him but continue being in the marriage out of guilt and fear, as you don’t want to face a backlash from your family and friends? Do you divorce him and try to find love again, but now as a divorcee?
Obviously, the second scenario has some pretty sticky implications.
A divorce isn’t as simple as breaking up with a boy/girlfriend — there are legal proceedings to go through, families involved, and fees to be paid. There are also prerequisites that need to be fulfilled before a divorce can be filed, such as the marriage being at least three years long (in Singapore), and so on. Length-wise, a divorce proceeding doesn’t just happen overnight — they can stretch on for quite a while, ranging anywhere from six months to over a year. That’s not even talking about the emotional drain that happens with such proceedings.
Let’s say you don’t divorce and you want to stay on in this marriage. The questions then come to these:
- Will you be happy in this one-sided relationship?
- Will you be betraying yourself?
- Will you be thinking ‘what if’s’ every other day?
- Will you feel regret from marrying this guy back when then?
- Will your husband feel any resentment or hurt?
- Even if not, will you be fair to him by marrying him when you don’t love him — even though (I presume) he’s okay with it?
So many questions but no straight answers. For sure, this will not be an easy situation to work through. You would be trapped into a dungeon that you created for yourself, with no way out but to continue through. You will have to continue to live in this marriage with a man you don’t love — for the rest of your life.
The Future has Yet to Come
The great thing now is that Scenarios A or B have not happened yet. You are here in the present moment and you have yet to marry the guy. There is still a chance to think over this carefully and make a conscious decision.
I believe the biggest reason why you are having this dilemma now, M, is because you aren’t sure if you will ever meet the perfect guy for you. Deep down, you may feel that if you pass up on this chance to marry this guy, you may well never meet someone else that comes close. What would I do then? you may wonder.
I can’t tell you whether you’ll meet your perfect match or not, M. What I do know is this: When you agree to marry someone, you should be doing it because you genuinely want to marry him and because this is the guy you want to spend the rest of your life with. You shouldn’t be considering marriage because you are fearful of the alternative — being alone, not being able to find your perfect guy, and not having anyone to take care of you for the rest of your life. To do so would be to make a decision from a fear-based, scarcity mindset, and decisions borne out of this thinking rarely have a positive outcome.
I also know that it’s never a wise move to marry in hopes or expectation that something else will happen, which in this case is love. That’s because if what you are expecting never happens, then what are you going to do? Are you going to deny that the marriage has ever happened? Are you going to go back on the vows you made during your wedding day? Are you going to let the other person down?
My Advice: Hold This Off
Marriage is a serious life-long commitment, M. Not only is it serious for you, it also involves others deeply.
My recommendation is to hold off making a decision and give the relationship more time to play out. This may be three months, six months, or even a year — however long is needed for you to get the answer that you need.
- If you realize that he’s the one for you after X amount of time, then you can agree to his proposal and get married.
- If you realize that he’s definitely not the one for you, then both of you can go your separate ways. No real loss here except for the X time invested in the relationship — even then, this time doesn’t compare to potentially making a life-long commitment that you will regret.
- If you’re still undecided after a long time together, than maybe he’s not the one… for now. If love can blossom, it would have blossomed long ago. You don’t need to wait for two, three, or even five years to decide if someone is the one. Unless something dramatically changes in you, him, or between you and him, chances are your feelings will remain the same no matter how long you wait.
If he is the good and understanding man that you say he is, then I’m sure he will be okay waiting for a while for you to assess and make up your mind about the relationship. If he gives you a timeline and ultimatum (e.g., “I can only wait for a month; if you still don’t have an answer, then I’m afraid we’d need to break up”), then he probably isn’t the guy for you.
If this relationship doesn’t work out, then it may well mean returning to the dating field. Sure, dating may be frustrating sometimes. Trying to meet new people and find your right match can be draining too. But I guarantee you that nothing will ever be as terrifying, heart numbing, draining, and unhappy as being stuck in a marriage with someone you don’t love.
That’s all I have to say M. I hope you’ll find this post useful. Let us know your choice and how things work out for you. ♥
Related articles on dating:
- Are You Looking For A Relationship To Complete Yourself? (Why Singlehood is Not a Disease)
- ‘How Can I Stop Feeling Lonely?’
- How to Know You Have Found ‘The One’: 8 Questions to Consider
- 10 Steps to Attract Authentic Love
- What I Have Learned From Being Hit On by Married Men
- How I Found My Soulmate (series)
- Are Looks Important in a Marriage Decision?
For those of you facing hard decisions like M, this post will help: How to Make Life’s Hardest Decisions: 3 Useful Decision-Making Methods to Solve Current Dilemmas
Image: Question mark
If you've found this useful, join my free newsletter where you'll get articles like this delivered to your inbox every week, plus updates I don't post on the blog.